~Please don't jugde me.....

I am the "judgmental friend." What does this mean? Who should I trust much???....

How that I'm supposed to start my entry??? Am I supposed to to go about "not judging" my friends in such an instance?

But...Sometimes I feel like "not judging" and its close friend "being supportive" are euphemisms for "saying what they want to hear."

Haishhh hidup neh kadang-kadang byk yang menyusahkan la... (hahha tetiba cakap Melayu plak!!)

By the way..let me start my writing with this word "Betrayed"...Banyak cerita yg aku nak share sebenarnya. Ia melalui pengalaman kawan-kawan that really close to me and not forgotten, I had been through the same experience before tapi Alhamdullilah.

Waktu mula-mula kena batang idung sendiri, lama jgk la I stayed away from everybody and kept questioning myself...How do I get over feeling of betrayed and extreme pain?
Tak cukup tuh aku tanya pulak kawan-kawan time tgh meroyan tuh....have you ever felt betrayed?....

Adeiiii ramai kot yg suffered...like I said before EXTREMELY PAIN!!!.....

Macam baru-baru ni...kedua-dua couple ni kawan baik aku since kat UiTM lagi...
I received a phone called from the guy early morning...(as i opened my eyes..the clock is 430am)
dia bagitau yg dia baru ambush girlfriend dia yg juga friend of mine kat rumah lelaki lain...adeii..memang loghat dah case neh..

I'm speechless...I'm not talking about unsolicited advice. If I think something is a bad idea, but I haven't been asked my opinion, I keep quiet.

Sampai la satu tahap tatau what is the best medicine for him selain cakap kalo lu rasa geram sgtkan bai...bawak-bawak la dekatkan diri ngan Tuhan. Bukan nak tunjuk yang aku ni alim sgt

tapi...kalo dah sampai tengah marah tuh keluar perkataan-perkataan yang tak sepatutnya (xyxv*#@@mmm)..pastuh sampai ada bad intense to the guy and his girlfriend so as a MUSLIM tak elok la kan.

Then baru-baru ini jgk...one of my friend iaitu kedua-duanya rapat dgn aku facing the same incident. Perasaan pon sama iaitu satu pihak rasa BETRAYED.
Tapi takdela sampai tahap yang girlfriend ikut balik rumah lelaki lain (NAUZUBILLAH)

Masalah lagi tu kenapa yang berlaku curang ni kaum wanita??? Kaum sejenis aku???...Hurmmm dari permerhatian aku la, boyfriend depa-depa ni memang kategori lelaki baik walaupon stylo-mylo. P club tapi tak flirt ngan pompuan lain...Jaga penampilan tapi juga BUKAN untuk flirt ngan gurls lain...CARING, LOVING..CHARMING!!....

Hey girls...apa lagi yang korang nak??? (Aku pon perempuan jgk tapi tak berniat nak defense lelaki..i'm not too defensive to a guy occay!)

AIK???...Bim ngan Bam pon bergossip???? Hurmmm *WINK*

~Teringin....

Serious lately neh asik teringin nak makan-makan-makan-makan-makan jeeeee...


hahhahhaha....cuak tak???.... agak la tp mmg 101% confident yg aku bukan MENGIDAM ala-ala org mengandung!!! celah mana.............................



Hahaha.....semlm ptg around 4pm aku boley terasa nak mkn sampai tahap air liur meleleh neh
(membuktikan tahap keinginan yg membuak-buak) chocolate indulgence kat secret recipe.
Lagi melampau....tak sampai beberapa minit plak tekak terasa nak makan kat CARLS burger...hadussss loghat hang neh Nina!!~



Then nak pendekkan cerita, aku email Mirul pastuh contact Yana ngan Syarul terus bagitau keinginan aku tuh. APA lagi memang tak menahan ler kena jerit ngan si Yana....weiii ko neh biar betoi!!! hehehhe (Ala aku bukan heran pun dia jerit kat aku..ada aku takut????)



tengok-tengok jam....yeayyyyyyy dah 530pm memang Happy Hour la....angkat je handbag terus chow. Tunggu Mirul kat carpark and jupe Yana kat Secret Recipe Alamanda (hehhehe...muka nak tenyum-tenyum je...tengkiu kengkawan...)

MOOD: SATISFIED

YANA kata cenggini la tenyuman aku lepas dapat makan cake tuh walopon tak dapat mkn CARLS..heheheh

"sama dowh senyum cam senyum Bim", kata Yana.

Eiii dah nama anak menakan tentula satu pesen.hahahhaha



PUAS HATI AKU SEMALAM...

~Congrates Sarah & Izwan

Ini entry untuk Sarah ngan Izwan.. TAHNIAH dulu sebelom membaca dgn lebih lanjut.. :)







Dah lama Sarah tak contact Pika..hehhe tgh Busy ngan Izwan la tuh!!...

Tup..tup...bebaru neh Pika tgk facebook Sarah..Wahhh tak sangka rupenya dia "HILANG" lama lepas kawen bukan sebab apa tapi...Hahhaha






Tapi.....

Sarah dah terkena buatan Izwan!!!!

Jeng..jeng..jeng...


Sarah pregnant 7 weeks...Comellll.....


Tp baru-baru neh Pika sempat la wall-to-wall & msg2 ngan dia
Rupanya dia blom mabuk2 lagi..tapi katanya selera makan berganda.
Rasanya belom Morning Sickness lagi la tuh....Huh tuh la sapa suruh kawen???!!..hehehehe...


Ok la...tu Sarah ngan Izwan.. Tahniah. Semoga Sarah n Baby inside her belly selamat..

Hishhh.....tak sabar nak tunggu Sarah dengan pewut dia yg dah SEMBILAN bulan nnti. Ahaha...
Pasnehkan syg...u kena la Regime pantang ye..kang tak tuwun2 plak berat.
Ahahaha...


Nway... XOXO to Sarah n the Baby..we love both!!!~

~Virus

SobSobSob....Pika Demam!!!! tsk (~T-)

TAK SUKA KAY~....semalam memang dah tak boley tahan sgt. Nak bgn pagi p office tp...kepala pusing!!...


Then dgn kadar segera tgk jam kul9am dah...haishhh kepalaku pusing lg...terus dail no Kak Yanti then suruh dia gtau Pika EL.


Arineh pon tak baik lg neh....PIKA TAK SUKA LA bila demammmmmmmmmmm....


Dah la ari Khamis neh presentation pastuh semua Pika yg nak kena buat... (ceh..nak menceritakan yg group member tuh tak reti hapa!!!)... BUT it's a fact mannn...


TAPI pagi neh bila sampai je opis..Pika terbaca 2 interesting story kat Yahoo.. Serious shit cam drama kay tp memang REALITY..



Nah bacala...

A Tale of Two Kellys

Man and woman with same name met through Facebook, getting married.

Caption: Kelly Hildebrandt and Kelly Hildebrandt will be joined in holy matrimony in an October wedding in Florida.

Kelly Hildebrandt is in love with Kelly Hildebrandt, and soon they'll be married.

It's been a whirlwind romance for the guy and gal who share the same name, and it all started with an innocent Facebook message.

"She started off 'Hey, I saw we have the same name,and I thought it was kind of cool, Just wanted to say hi I guess. LOL,'" the male Kelly said.

Kelly the female, from Coral Springs, was curious to see profiles of people with the same name when she happened across Kelly the male in Lubbock, Texas.

"I searched my own name and he's the only one who came up and actually in t

he picture he didn't have a shirt on and I was like oh he's cute," said the female Kelly.

Three weeks later, male Kelly flew to South Florida to meet female Kelly, and they hit it off immediately.

And now in just three months, the Hildebrandts will officially be married.

"We get a couple of the same reactions, usually it's like 'whoa, that's so awesome and totally different,'" said female Kelly, 20.

Male Kelly, 24, has moved down to Florida and plans on working at the new branch for his company, Primerica Financial. Female Kelly is finishing up her studies at Palm Beach Community College.

The wedding will be at Lighthouse Point Yacht Club in October, a quick turnaround -- just eight months after the two first met -- though male Kelly has no reservations.

"I felt like there was a good possibility that before I ever came out to meet her in person, that this could be the girl I'm gonna marry," he said.

The marriage won't be without problems. In fact, one problem has already presented itself before the two have even stepped foot on the altar.

"He's even already got some mail coming in, and we have to open everything, because we don't know whose mail is whose," said female Kelly.

P/s: How could i find a guy with my fabulous named DIANA?? May be he's..NOK??!! OMG~





ANOTHER STORY IS.....

Lost love letter reunites couple after 16 years

LONDON (AFP) – A British man and his Spanish former sweetheart have finally married 16 years after they drifted apart, reunited by a love letter lost behind a fireplace for over a decade, reports said Monday.

Steve Smith and Carmen Ruiz-Perez, both now 42, fell in love 17 years ago when she was a foreign exchange student in Brixham, and got engaged after only a year together.

But their relationship ended after she moved France to run a shop in Paris.

A few years later, in a bid to rekindle their love, Smith sent a letter to her mother'

s home in Spain. It was placed on the mantelpiece, but slipped down behind the fireplace and was lost for over a decade.

The missing missive was only found when builders removed the fireplace during renovation work.

"When I got the letter I didn't phone Steve right away because I was so nervous," Ruiz-Perez told the Herald Express local newspaper.

"I nearly didn't phone him at all. I kept picking up the phone then putting it down again.

"But I knew I had to make the call."

When they were reunited, it was as if time had stood still, said Smith, a factory supervisor.

"When we met again it was like a film. We ran across the airport into each other's arms. We met up and fell in love all over again. Within 30 seconds of setting eyes on each other we were kissing.

"I'm just glad the letter did eventually end up where it was supposed to be," he said, after the couple married last Friday.

P/s: Unbelievable... It was like "Message in the Bottle" film that based on one of Nicholas Spark's books.

~Picasa with Gedixxxx....

Here...


as promise...Gambar-gambar bersama Gediks...
Tapi mana si Gediks neh????....

"MOLOT tak bley Blah nak muncung-muncung"

Cik Nina tuh rambut dah terkelour-kelour tuh!!! ~Haish...

PER korang bajet ayu????

Neh PAVERET pics...heheh..tersenget2 kepala daku ye Kiah????

Last sekali....................

Muka biler bergussip...Hadesss....hahha




SEKIAN...LAllala...

~The Most Amazing Lunch Treat...

Wow..I guess it was such a long long longggg week i didn't see Kiah. Until I wrote my facebook profile's "....ALONE WHEN YOU ARE AWAY..." hehhe... 1001 description actually but it only way to show my feeling when i didn't see u, Kiah. Ahaha...cam kapel lak!! Tak cukup ngan tuh...



Kiah turut expressed her feeling yg she felt loneliness apabila I terlalu busy with classes and work.
I balas dengan kenyataan neh, "I felt so strange when you are away," waduhh....sungguh Drama Queen kami ini (",)

But today....

Heheh...we enjoy a great lunch at Cyberjaya. yeayyy....Yana aka Kiah bersama-sama chenta hatinya Qareem (Sarul) visit us (Mirul&Me) at Cyberjaya. Wahhh terharu. Thanks buddies.

Lama tol tak WONGGE....hahha


Paling tak boleh blah and I wonder statement yang paling 'menggelabah' oleh Yana&Sarul when they sound "wOw....Nice place huh??...we should come here again,"...
Memang menggelabah betulkan tuh statement tuh???. Cittt...depa baru mai kata best la...aku yg dah duk keje kat cni rasa cam wtf. heheh...

Apa-apa pun...I really appreciated this friendship. KERANA apa???.... si Gadis inilah yang membangunkan I ketika I hampir never give my heart away again after barely surviving one failed relationship.

(~T~) heheh...keciwa betoi aku neh. Tapi itulah nilai persahabatan namanya.



~* So this is a glowing tribute song to friendship...Lagu apa????....

VIVA FOREVER (Spice Girls)

~"Do you still remember, how we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta ma�ana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching, for the one

Yes I still remember, every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind

Hasta ma�ana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting like the sun
Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching for the one

But we're all alone now, was it just a dream
Feelings untold they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me

Hasta ma�ana, Always be mine

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting like the sun
Live forever, for the moment
Ever searching for the one"~

Nurliyana aka Yana,
....Girl you are amazing..MUahhccxxx...

p/s: Will be uploaded our photo soon *wink*

~SU LYN mahu saya menjawab tagnya didalam Bahasa Melayu. Maka dengan ini, saya dengan amat berbesar hatinya menjawab segala persoalan yang tertera di bawah:

TAG 1

Mari menjawab soalan dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah: Bean
2. Saya sedang mendengar: Opismate bagitau that our Boss is on leave today!!..Yeahh
3. Mungkin saya patut: Time out and shopping spree@Gardens (",)
   
4. Saya suka : Handbag, Kasut dan TIDOQ
   
5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya: Berhati mulia, Sopan dan Ayu ( Eii Yucks!!..hehe)
6. Saya tak faham: kenapa saya masih SINGLE (Ahaha..GILOS!!!)
7. Saya kehilangan: Kata-kata
8. Ramai yang berkata: -kata.
   
9. Makna nama saya: Tatau tapi sempena nama Princess of Wales, Lady Diana.
   
10. Cinta itu adalah: BUTA (Walaweiii...)
    
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang: mengorek hidungnya sambil menunggu bas.
    
12. Saya akan cuba: Complete my master degree within 1year 1/2mth.. insyaAllah.
13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud: SELALU.
14. Telefon bimbit saya: CAP AYAM
    
15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur: saya akan celikkan mata saya dahulu.
16. Saya paling meluat apabila: Orang lambat (Appointment,Dating etc.)
17. Pesta/Parti adalah: It's hunting time!! (",)
18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah : BADRUL NIZAM (hehehe..)
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah : during Childhood.
20. Hari ini: hari bersemangat (keluar umah awal Lol!!~)
    
21. Malam ini saya akan: bersosial bersama rakan2.. (Sosial ker???)
    
22. Esok pula saya akan: Bertafakul (Ari Jumaatkan)
23. Saya betul-betul ingin: Mencintai dan Dicintai ( Huhu~ayat SEMBILU KASIH.Jahanam!!)
    
24. Ketika saya lihat wajah saya di hadapan cermin pagi ini: saya TERUJA kerana eye-bag circle semakin berkurangan (Terima Kasih TNS..hehhe)
25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainana: The Gardens/Pavillion tapi arked permainan yg paling best kat Pekan Segamat. Situlah tmpt menghabiskan masa outing ngan kengkawan UiTM.hehehe
    
26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun: Tibai je...
    
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap: Dua-dua bisa dong karena gue tidur berselubung.
    
28. Makanan segera adalah: McD, KFC, DOMINO, Pizza Hut ishhh banyak la...
    
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang? Ntah tak pasti DOWH!! (mungkin Dowh??)

~Happy Birthday Esha..

Happy birthday baby Esha...

Wahh..Esha dah 1 Year. Dah Besar Dah..Tak lama lg dah boleh kawen.hehehe..

Cepatnyer masa neh..ish rasanya cam baru je aku jupe Liza ngan keadaan sarat kat OU. hehe..tup tap tup tap...Huh??..Baby Esha dah setahun.

CHECK THIS OUT!!!

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Wow..Terkejuzzz unty 9 bile mama sent out this invitation card. Grand betoi neh birthday party Esha. Emphh bertuah..heheh..


Owh lupa nak intro sket...This Baby Alesha Diyana adalah anak kepada my buddy, Liza. Currently, they are in Sri Lanka...


Sebelum nak bercite ke apa ke..Jom semua tgk picasa si Esha neh yg "tecik-tecik" lg dah pandai posing maut!!...haish ikot sapa la neh???..Cuba jawab mama!!..heheh

Caption: Pool's chickas!!~ hehe...Daring kan??....



Caption: Pose ala The Next Top Model

This beautiful baby mmg suka bergambar. Mama always say, Esha loves camera. Hurmm...jgn besar2 nanti nak jadi model sudey!!...

Caption: Esha loves camera.

BELOW: Look this is the princess and the beautiful Mommy..
Liza, surely you are the happiest mom. You are so proud to be a mother of Alesha..

ESHA,

Fyi, mama ngan unty pown suka berposing jgk dlu2. Haha...asal nampak "camwore"..ishh..

so tak bulehla nak salahkan Esha..tp yg paling Esha kena tawu..unty ngan Mama pernah tau jadi model. Tapi utk commercial je la. AHAHA...Catwalk lagsung tak layak kay~...

KENAPA TAK PERCAYA??????

Pic #1: Neh taken at KLCC. Time neh aku, Lea ngan Liza wat commercial utk Singapore. Coincidence case..actually time neh aku wat internship @ Hill&Knowlton and client tetiba offer kitaorg jadi model. Citt nak save cost punya pasai..tapi kami tetap vogue. ahaha...

TAK PERCAYA LAGI???????




Dah cukup-cukup la tuh..entry neh special tribute to Esha..so Mama n Unty pls..jgn nak interprem kay.. (",)

Okey la...to Baby Esha..

Unty 9 wish u Happy Birthday...May God bless u Sayang!!~ Muachxxx

WE HEART YOU, ESHA..

~BUSY

"I'm very busy…"
"My life is a whirl of activities… I'm tired."
"I'm too busy, I have no time…"

('',) banyaknya alasan yg aku boleh bagi pada kawan-kawan bila mereka ajak keluar atau lepak pada hari kerjakan??....

Tapi to be honest..memang aku terlalu busy and i called the most busiest day ever sepanjang minggu lepas termasuk minggu neh. Huh...mcm tak percayakan??..
Tp bukan pretend busy atas alasan nak tunjuk pada semua org yg aku neh RAJIN atau nak AMPU bos ok..ahhaha...

I guess semua org may accept the reason of busy bekerja TAPI satu je yg not ONLY me... malah semua org BENCI pada org yg BUSY BODY.

hurmmm... there's a story behind this eight characters word. Memang unique the combination of BUSY+BODY but the truth is...ANNOYED!!...

CASE #1:

Adalahkan seorang hamba Allah neh yg pada dasarnya aku tak kenal lgsg dia. Bertegur sapa jgn harap la..ntah tak pasal2 dia sibuk2 nak amik tau hal aku. Bertanyakan itu ini kepada kwn dia pasai aku termasuk...termasuk mempertikaikan dress-up aku top-to-toe.
MASALAHNYA aku neh takde pakai menjolok mata mahaupon yg bisa membuatkan jantung laki2 kat sini gugur jatuh ke lantai. Lepas tu pulak every morning before going to the office aku kena screening test dulu (bukan nak belakon kay) tp tgk kot2 baju yg aku pakai tuh tak sesuai p office.

See how I am so concern about my image????....

CASE #2:

Last week afterwork lepak la ngan 'Nok' kat Putrajaya. Dah lama bangat tak ketemu si cantek neh (Cantek ker jantan jadi pompuan??? heheh). Ok la Nok treated me MC Chicken MCD dgn my fav ice-cream Haagen..THANX nok I LEBIU..hehehe..
Kami lepak kat depan masjid Putrajaya. Memang port tuh tak clear la kan.Yg nak diceritakan perihal 'busy body' neh ialah...
Adalah dua mamat neh dgn sorang awek tetiba sound Nok dgn kata camneh, "Eiii terlentok-lentok..terlentok-lentok..GELI aku tgk. Ada awek pulak tuh. Bley tahan,"...
tak cukup dgn tuh POMPUAN yg ala-ala B*TCH neh turut menambah.. "Baik-baik, Pondan pon bernafsu tau."...

Hey B*tch...what a big deal about that??...ada aku KESAH..Ringan je neh nak sepak minah tuh tapi Nok la konon-konon tamau controversy..adeiii tau la ko tuh artis Nok. heheh

So moral of the story kat sini SILA JANGAN JAGA TEPI KAIN ORANG..
kerana kita sendiri pun bukan PERFECT...

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH (marah ke neh semua highlighted???) :)