Friday, July 31, 2009

~Please don't jugde me.....

I am the "judgmental friend." What does this mean? Who should I trust much???....

How that I'm supposed to start my entry??? Am I supposed to to go about "not judging" my friends in such an instance?

But...Sometimes I feel like "not judging" and its close friend "being supportive" are euphemisms for "saying what they want to hear."

Haishhh hidup neh kadang-kadang byk yang menyusahkan la... (hahha tetiba cakap Melayu plak!!)

By the way..let me start my writing with this word "Betrayed"...Banyak cerita yg aku nak share sebenarnya. Ia melalui pengalaman kawan-kawan that really close to me and not forgotten, I had been through the same experience before tapi Alhamdullilah.

Waktu mula-mula kena batang idung sendiri, lama jgk la I stayed away from everybody and kept questioning myself...How do I get over feeling of betrayed and extreme pain?
Tak cukup tuh aku tanya pulak kawan-kawan time tgh meroyan tuh....have you ever felt betrayed?....

Adeiiii ramai kot yg suffered...like I said before EXTREMELY PAIN!!!.....

Macam baru-baru ni...kedua-dua couple ni kawan baik aku since kat UiTM lagi...
I received a phone called from the guy early morning...(as i opened my eyes..the clock is 430am)
dia bagitau yg dia baru ambush girlfriend dia yg juga friend of mine kat rumah lelaki lain...adeii..memang loghat dah case neh..

I'm speechless...I'm not talking about unsolicited advice. If I think something is a bad idea, but I haven't been asked my opinion, I keep quiet.

Sampai la satu tahap tatau what is the best medicine for him selain cakap kalo lu rasa geram sgtkan bai...bawak-bawak la dekatkan diri ngan Tuhan. Bukan nak tunjuk yang aku ni alim sgt

tapi...kalo dah sampai tengah marah tuh keluar perkataan-perkataan yang tak sepatutnya (xyxv*#@@mmm)..pastuh sampai ada bad intense to the guy and his girlfriend so as a MUSLIM tak elok la kan.

Then baru-baru ini jgk...one of my friend iaitu kedua-duanya rapat dgn aku facing the same incident. Perasaan pon sama iaitu satu pihak rasa BETRAYED.
Tapi takdela sampai tahap yang girlfriend ikut balik rumah lelaki lain (NAUZUBILLAH)

Masalah lagi tu kenapa yang berlaku curang ni kaum wanita??? Kaum sejenis aku???...Hurmmm dari permerhatian aku la, boyfriend depa-depa ni memang kategori lelaki baik walaupon stylo-mylo. P club tapi tak flirt ngan pompuan lain...Jaga penampilan tapi juga BUKAN untuk flirt ngan gurls lain...CARING, LOVING..CHARMING!!....

Hey girls...apa lagi yang korang nak??? (Aku pon perempuan jgk tapi tak berniat nak defense lelaki..i'm not too defensive to a guy occay!)















AIK???...Bim ngan Bam pon bergossip???? Hurmmm *WINK*

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